Feels like Poetry To me!

1. When I walk into a room, I know that everyone in it loves me. I just don't expect them to realize it yet.
From a professional stand point I feel very comfortable with myself in where I am at in the moment and I have feelings of healthy shame on how I can be sometimes and seeing a clear picture on how others see me and accptance of that is where I am and using that as a springboard to kick the growth up another notch. VL

2. When I believe the thought that anyone should love me, that's where the pain begins. I often say, "If I have a prayer, it is: "God spare me from the desire for love, approval. or appreciation. Amen"
To seek others love and approval assumes that I am not Whole.
From a personal standpoint the above fits for me as It has felt like I kept myself stuck in the opposite place for so many years. The reality was I needed to be there for that amount of time. It feels so good that my energy has shifted and I see the potential for much more emotional growth.
I still find myself having to send "appreciation" to the library.

WOW! it has been a long and worthwhile jouney to this wise and temporary resting spot for myself. VL

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